yes, i've moved.
so much for all the trouble wanting to have a feel of another blogger style.
(i just realized, i still miss blogger. sssshhhhh)
okay, here goes ((:

http://caliginous-reality.blogspot.com

enjoy ya?

okay, thats the supranational organization i'm working on. yes.
pretty random but ohwells. (not like it hasnt been any more random these few days)
i so love the weather nowadays. (:

was watching day after tmr on channel 5 just now. (yes, i knw i'm outdated)
though i always fall asleep when i watch movies (this goes out esp to the few from 0641a who hv watchd a couple of movies with me last yr), I DIDNT FALL ASLP WHILE WATCHING THIS!!! (LAUGHS.)
the movie was pretty scary, though not that real.
but seriously, global warming (how warming actually goes global -_-) and all, and its definitely getting worser by the minute.
the world has too many wants(not needs), especially of those from a developed country.
and one of them is me, iris with unlimited wants!!!
i so want to watch AN INCONVENIENT TRUTH. (but i dont knw how to get that dumb documentary)

catherine was telling me about the polar bear game they playd at ian's house earlier on.
and boos, i so want to play polarbear again!! (YES!)
kong's place was definitely the best day for polar bear.
lots of vivid memories that day. (sighs)
okayy, i'm not getting old. (yawns)

its raining, and i feel so lazy.
so lazy to do work, so lazy to get out of the house.
so if i happen to talk lesser in school tmr, bring a plier, ply my mouth out to talk. LOL.
seriously, i'm beginning to dread talking. (okay, stop feeling glad, you people out there who really wish you dont hear my voice for the whole day. lalala- nah, i was just joking. LOL)



Should mystery enshroud HIS plan
And our short sight be dim,
We will not try the whole to scan,
But leave each thread to HIM.
-Murray



life's a challenge,
emulsified illusions.
baffling decisions charge our way.
God almost forgotten,
only self remembered.

living life in the flesh,
its cool; gratifying.
God so far,
He's no longer there.

"He isnt anymore real,
i'm better off without Him."
He listen and watches,
acute with sorrow.

His love; the pain
bore on the cross.
to set us free,
was all in vain.

till one day,
once a cool life.
now a cold one,
God, i'm sorry,
take me back, wont you?

i kneeled,
tears emanate
perpetually,
i didnt know why.

"My dear child,
i was always here.
Watching over you,
never have i once forsake you."

iloveyou Lord,
for who you are.


my first attempted poem.
hahaaaa. ohwells.
as a lit student, i must learn to love lit more. (lalala`)

i dont knw why but i just love posting?
went shopping just now.
yes, i'm addicted to shops. =X
just didnt felt like gng hm aftr the match.
was @ worship yesterday.


"when its all being said and done,
there is just one thing that matters.
did i do my best to live for truth,
did i live my life for you...

when its all being said and done,
all my treasures will mean nth.
only wht i done for love's reward,
will stand the test of time.

Lord your mercy is so great,
that you look beyond our weakness.
and find purest gold, in miry clay,
making sinners into saints.

i will always sing your praise,
here and on earth and ever after
for you show me heaven's my true home,
when its all being said and done.
you're my life when life is gone.

when its all being said and done,
there is just one thing that matters.
did i do my best to live for truth,
did i live my life for you?
Lord, i'll live my life for you.."

have been hearing this song over and over again,
cos this is like practically the only song that is in my tablet?
ohwells.
i really dont want to face God feeling guilty and apologizing that i did not do my best to live for truth...

Lord, i pray that you will continue to keep me close to you, and lead a life for you. help me Lord, when life's challenges come toward. thank you fr always picking me up when i fall. Lord, you have said in your word "come to me all who are heavy and burdened, and i'll give you rest". thank you Lord for that firm assurance that i can always seek you first. Lord, lead me onwards that when its all been said and done, i am able to face you confidently and say "Lord, i've lived my life for you". God help me, and many of us living for you. In Jesus name, AMEN (:

-Jean de La Fontaine

(okay, random quote. but ohwells, yeah.)

floorball at swisscottage secondary. (i cant tell you how much i love the architecture)

my performance today: (one simple word) disappointing.
i just felt (SUPER) lousy after the whole thing.
okay, perhaps i was pretty much cranky when i woke up today.
i mean, who isnt? if one had late nights continously fr a few days?
i dont knw, but my morning was just not right?
that follows through the whole match as well.
and yes, i was not concentrating as much.
there was no agression(is there even such a word?) from me. (at least, not a lot.)
it was too late when i warmed up.
"practice makes perfect" - this slapped straight into my face today.
`i just wasnt myself today. period.

MEANWHILE (forgetting the lousy things that had passed), its time to thank a few people.

(OH WAIT) have to really really really thank GOD for today. how HE has actually sustain me throughout the whole game. and how HE acutally held back the rain so many times. just when it was drizzling, it didnt get any more heavier. thank you Lord for just everything today. to God be the the glory forever more!! ((((:

to MELVINNG - thanks for coming down today(: seriously, i thought you were just gng to shout all over the court and all nonsense would come out from you. but you have definitely make a big difference today by assisting the girls team as well as the guys team(: could really see the difference as the match went on. yep. coach-in-making. ohwells. i seriously do hope that innova would consider hiring you as our coach. you did great ((:

to AFIQAH and ZAFIRAH - thanks for being such wonderful friends in floorball. really, floorball would not have been complete without you two ((: just love the two of you so much. lalala`. zaf - the kopitiam toilet was not as nice as you had described. LOL. afi - i seriously (yes, seriously) dont think he's that hot. he's just okay. HAHAHAHHHH. ohwells. but you are not the first to comment. so like hahahaha. ;)

to the girls in flrball - really hope we would be able to bond even closer to each other and sort of like be able to communicate on the court better. okay, so here's a toast to better bonding and friendship in the girls floorball team. (:

to the j3's who came + msvyna - thanks for taking time out to actually watch the match and giving feedbacks on how we should improve! yup. really appreciate it ((:

yawns. i feel so lazy now.
i dont feel like touching my work. ohwells.
school was rather okay today. like as usual.
had prayr mtg today.
grace couldnt join us cos she had assembly.
ohwells. everyone seem so stressed up.
the torture of a science class i guess.
ohwells.
my maths tcher was yakking all along, like she's talking to herself and i'm like -_-.
yeah, she's nice, but i dotn understand her at all. boos.
mstan where are you!!!
okayyyyy.
2ndlife next wk !! yay!
ohwells.
flrball tmr, then church.
sat friendlee with swisscottage.
pe tmr! yay(:
i was laughing so much in bus900 today i totally didnt knw why. ohwells.
meet up with liling and winnie fr dinner.
totally coincidental.
had a lot to catch up.
ohwells.
i'm in a "lazy" kinda mood mans.
shalalalalaaaa.

dear heavenly father, thnk you for today, how you have just seen me home safely and hw you have just bless my day in school. thnk you Lord you were so near, right always beside me. thnk you you nvr leave nor forsake us. ((: right now, i pray fr those in jc2- chai, shawn, leb, josh, jm, marcus, audrey, christine and i think thats all, that you will keep us all close to you despite stressful work and tests and all in school Lord. help us to keep looking forward and run the race for you, knwing you will always lead and guide us; there's a purpose in everything you do. thnk you LOrd. Lord, i also rmb those in poly and in sch Lord, i just pray you will to be with them in a v.special place, keep them safe and close to you. Lord i also rmb peeps frm my class- chewjac, ygyg, usha and debbie, thnk you Lord fr them. thnk you also fr putting them together in the same class with me.and i knw there is a purpose fr you putting me together with them and fr being such wonderful friends to me the past yr till nw and till counting.. thnk you Lord for who you are, how great and mighty you always are. ((: in Jesus most precious name AMEN.!



came across this verse in the bible ytd.
"better a lil with righteousness than much gain with injustice."
-Proverbs 16:8


`have a great day peeps.
iloveyouall!! ((:

-oh. pls pls get funfair tickets frm us!! hahahaa.
ijc funfair on 12 february 2006!!!
we have 40 tickets in total. so like yeah. ((: